Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Tropical Scents Make Me Happy

So I ordered some wax back in the beginning February, but due to the turn-around time I just got it a few weeks ago (which I was expecting).  Since I had absolutely no idea what would happen at the end of February and end up in Massachusetts indefinitely, the package took its sweet time getting to me (which was the post office's fault, not the company who sent it).  I had my mail forwarded once I left DC, so it took FOREVER to get to me.  Oh well.  It was finally delivered so all's well that ends well.

I ordered some tarts from RoseGirls Chunk Wax Cake Melts.  They look like candy.   It's mostly summery, fruity scents.

















My actual order are the 5 bags--Orange Revival brittle, and chunk melts in Strawberry Cereal Killer, Tropical Passion, Pink Paradise, and Pineapple Swizzle Sticks.  The two in the front were free samples--a tart in Romantic Summer and a mini pie in Very Berry Cheesecake.  However, since I am staying at my mom's house while I get treatment at Dana Farber, I can't melt any of them! Sad face :( She can't stand "smelly stuff." I am storing it in the basement until I go back to DC.  I love to melt fruity scents, it relaxes me, so it's too bad.  However, with all that's going on, and since I have nodules in my left lung, I should probably wait anyways.  At least I know I'll have some yummy fruity wax when I get back to normal.

Saturday, April 20, 2013

The C Word

I haven't posted in a long time, but there's a reason for it.  In late February, I went to the doctor because my nagging cough still hadn't gone away.  She ordered a chest x-ray and then did an exam.  During the exam, she found a solid mass in my lower right abdomen, so she also ordered a CT scan of my abdomen and pelvis.  This was on a Wednesday.  My CT scan was scheduled for Friday, March 1st. Wednesday evening, she called me and said my chest x-ray was abnormal (swollen lymph node and many nodules in my left lung) so she added a chest CT scan.  On Friday morning, I had the scan of my chest, abdomen, and pelvis.

The following Monday, my doctor called me when I was on my way home from work and told me to call her cell phone when I got home.  So I called her back once I was in my apartment.  That is when my world changed forever.  She said it appeared I had advanced cancer and I would be getting a call the next morning to go see an oncologist.  I managed to hold it together while I was speaking with her, but once I hung up the phone, I lost it.  I called my mother crying hyseterically, and could hardly manage to get the words out to talk to her.  She booked a flight for the next morning so she could go with me to the oncologist appointment.  My boyfriend came over to spend the night with me so I wouldn't be alone, and drove me to the airport in the morning to pick up my mother.

We went to the oncologist appointment on Tuesday morning and I was told it looked like I had stage 4 ovarian cancer---it started in my right ovary, and I had lesions on my liver and spleen, and nodules in my left lung.  They needed to do a biopsy to confirm it started in my ovary, but they were very confident that's what it was.  He wanted to start chemotherapy "without delay" but assured me it was a treatable disease.

After much discussion, my family and I decided that it would be the best course of action for me to be treated at Dana Farber Cancer Institute in Boston.  My sister had a friend who worked in the administrative offices there and was able to get me an appointment for that Friday.  I talked with my boss and was able to make arrangements to work remotely while I was treated in Massachusetts.  I basically had to start my appointments over once I was in Boston, but they did the biopsy (and confirmed it was ovarian cancer), I had a port inserted, and I started dose-dense chemotherapy on March 25th.  So far, the plan is for 18 treatments, and then possibly surgery, but that won't be determined until at least the halfway point (aka 9 treatments).  So far I have had 4.

I can't say enough about my PCP, she is fabulous.  She did everything she could to get my records expedited to Dana Farber so they would book my appointment, and went above and beyond to ensure everything was done.  She even called me once I was in Boston to check on me.  She is part of the GWU Hospital Medical Faculty Associates, and I definitely recommend them.

Dana Farber is great too.  They really care about you and choose the best course of treatment for you as an individual.  I'm very thankful to be able to be treated there and most importantly, that my insurance company covers my treatment.

Friday, February 15, 2013

Shipping Out to Boston

So tonight I am flying home to visit the family for the weekend.  It's my niece's first birthday! She's so adorable :)  Her party is tomorrow, so it should be fun.  I also have plans to hang out with a few friends, and I am hoping to go to the Lobster Hut, since my aunt gave me a gift certificate for Christmas.  Yum.  I believe they opened back up yesterday, so just in time for me!

Other than that, not much has been going on.  I am still coughing, seriously like 3 months later.  It's so frustrating.  But other than that, I am ok, so I'm not sure why it is lasting for so long.  At least I don't wake myself up at night coughing, but I'm sure it's super annoying to people on public transportation when I'm going to and from work.  Oh well.

Last weekend was my birthday dinner at Acre 121.  I am a big fan of their food.  Their shrimp and grits are a little different than most places, with mushrooms and mushroom gravy, but delicious nontheless.  The pulled pork is also delicious.  They have an appetizer called BBQ Mac N' Cheese, it's baked mac and cheese with your choice of BBQ chicken or pulled pork.  A few of my friends had it, and said it was yummy, so I am planning on going back there to check it out.

On my actual birthday, I took a vacation day and took the White House tour.  It's nice to say I've actually been inside the White House, but seriously, the tour is really disappointing.  It's a pretty complicated process to take one too.  You don't see much at all.  It takes like 20 minutes, then you're done.  I met the boyfriend for lunch, and then relaxed the rest of the day.  Last night the boyfriend came over to celebrate my birthday and Valentine's Day, since he is taking a class on Wednesday nights so he couldn't meet me for a birthday dinner.  I finally got my Pier 1 coffee table I've been eying for months!!!!  That was a fantastic gift.

Friday, January 18, 2013

I Need a Vacation

Wow, it's been a while since my last blog post! I've basically sick since Thanksgiving, so I haven't done much in the way of excitement.  Just work and such.  I really need a vacation to a warm climate.  Although, it was nice to be home for Christmas--my niece is still too young to understand Christmas (she's only 11 months now, 10 months at Christmas) but she liked to see all of her presents.  She was especially a fan of a toy piano and a toy kitchen:















New Years was ok too, the boyfriend was still home visiting family so I went to dinner and then to a bar with three friends.  It was low-key but nice to get out and do something.

I ended up getting really sick the week after New Years.  It's pretty much what I had around the time of Thanksgiving--congestion, coughing, sore throat.  I went to the doctor's office again and have yet another virus.  I am so damn tired of being sick! I think I will rest and take it easy this weekend, since it's a holiday weekend and I went to finally get rid of this thing.  Hopefully that will work.

In other news, I finally brought a tart warmer into work with some wax, and I am now able to melt my tarts at work! I was afraid people in my office wouldn't like it, but my boss told me it was a great idea.  Yay for being able to smell nice things during the day instead of just in my apartment :)

Monday, December 17, 2012

It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas!

Christmas is a week from tomorrow, yay! I love Christmas.  It's always been my favorite holiday--the decorations, the food, giving gifts, etc.  I told my boyfriend yesterday that my love of all things Christmas was  all-encompassing, haha. He just laughs at me :)

My apartment has been decorated for weeks now, although I did put up my Christmas shower curtain today, I just haven't gotten around to it.  I wanted to have it up for my party this past Saturday, but since I just recovered from my super bad virus, I have been behind on everything.  I still have a minor cough, but such is life.  I still have a few Christmas presents left to buy too.  The boyfriend and I are having Christmas on Thursday night, so I will give him his gifts then.  I have a few stocking stuffers to grab, but I am basically done with his presents.  I have to be up at 3:15 am on Saturday morning so we decided Thursday night would be better than Friday.  My flight home is at 6:25 am on Saturday.  Getting up so early is not so good times :(


Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Still Sick :(

Well.  This is without a doubt the worst cold I have ever had.  EVER.  I have been sent home from work twice in the past week, and had to call in one day last week.  I don't actually have a sinus infection or ear infection, just a super bad virus.  I went to the doctor on Monday because I just wasn't feeling any better after 5 full days of antibiotics, and they told me it was because it wasn't a bacterial infection.  My cough has finally started to die down though, and I am SLOWLY starting to feel better.  I was prescribed cough medicine with codeine in it to help me sleep, so I've been able to sleep for 8 hours the past few nights.  HALLELUJAH!!!!

On the bright side of things, I've been too tired and unmotivated to eat a lot, so I've lost close to 10 pounds in a week! Hopefully I will lose a few more pounds between now and Christmas so I won't be one of the statistics who gain weight in the holidays.

To everyone--drink lots of orange juice and take your vitamins so you don't catch the kind of cold/virus have.  Drink some smoothies so you get fruits and vegetables.  This virus is MISERABLE--headache, ridiculous amounts of coughing, congestion, fever.  I even have higher than normal blood pressure (it's high for me, but not high enough to be really concerned).  This weekend I am sleeping, sleeping, and sleeping some more.  And doing some Christmas shopping :)

Thursday, November 29, 2012

So Sick. So, So Sick :(

Well, I am back from my trip to Massachusetts for Thanksgiving.  I stayed with family--my mother for 3 nights and my sister for 2 nights.  It was great to see everyone, I was able to spend some QT with my niece and my cousin's new son, who was born on the Sunday before Thanksgiving.  I can't believe my niece is 9 months old already! Time flies.

I was super excited to eat some good food.  Yay for green bean casserole! I also tried an apple crisp with cranberries in it, it was yummy.  I also did a little bit of Christmas shopping on Black Friday with my sister, and did a little bit of online shopping.  I need to make a list of everything else I need to get, but it seems like I only have to pick up a few more things.  Woohoo!

My niece, my brother in law, and my aunt were all sick with colds (and my niece had an ear infection she was getting over), so now I'm sick.  I started getting a sore throat on Friday, and by yesterday, I was home sick and miserable, coughing nonstop, and couldn't stand it anymore, so I went to the CVS Minute Clinic.  I thought it would be quicker than trying to get an appointment with my PCP, but I ended up waiting for 2 1/2 hours.  Such is life, I suppose.  I have a sinus infection (which I could already tell, based on previous infections) and an ear infection.  After having antibiotics and prescription cough medicine for 2 days, I can tell I am FINALLY starting to feel a little better.  The coughing seems like it's subsiding a little.  I'm thankful it's almost the weekend and I can sleep in, I haven't slept well in a week because of the coughing.  Sigh.  Guess I better start an Airborne/echinacea regime a week before I fly home for Christmas to ward off airplane and family germs :)